nA n shEraH...

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mE n meR...

k'KSutn mNDa

ni r beberpe prkra yg m'buatkn mnda ak pening n i juz feel lke wanna cry...sob3...i thnk i did lorh...huhuu~
sspe yg bce ni,pliz n tolg (bia mksd sme pon) keep dis 2 urself k!n klu jumpe ak ke...ape ke...juz wat syp je,otey???spcially 2 my fens yg bce blog ni...

1.Cume ni stat ble ak dpt kol dr 'mr.fris' ary sab2 bru2 ni...mse 2 ak ngah jln2 ngan mama n along kt smua house...tbe2 je fon ak bnyi,dh r lgu 'epy 2gther'...pnye la kuat,so ak ngkat r...ak tatau pe ak rse,plik pn de,epy pn de,cdey pn de...krongkg ak ni rse cam t'skat2 mse ak ckp ngan dye slme 2 mnt lbey rsenye...wlupn skjp,tp bg impak bsr kt ak...ak sdr yg ak x bnci dye sbb ak x bleh bnci dye,n ak rse plik gle2 npe dye kol ak...dh dkat 2 blan lbey kteorg x cntct lpas ptus...n knpe bru skang dye nk kol ak???i'm lost la...ak taw dye bkn nk get bck mcm dlu,i thnk mybe dye sje kol as a fwen...kn?hmmm...ak ni bkn jnis yg 'msih t'gle2kn org wlupn dye da buang kte 2'...though ak stll igt kt dye,tp ak msih de mruah n i can stll cntrol my emotion...so,ak xkn kol or cntct dye as long as dye yg kol or cntct ak...ataupn de mnde yg pntg thp gaban...bru laa...

2.Mama da x bg ak pki fon...cuz mama x ske ak b'kwn ngan fifi...ak bkn pe,my fon is my life...tp ak x pnah skali pn mntk blik fon ak ngan mama n ak x pnah mrngut pn psl 2...tatau nape...tp,ak kcian r kt fifi...dye baek ngan ak n ak juz x nk dye ssah aty or cdey...plus,ak bru je b'baek ngan adek mrul!eeee!gram r...dye ni kiut gle2,cmel sgt...hehehe...

3.Td mama kte cg ct ju ckp yg ak x ntar peka...dye ckp,org laen sume da ntar 5 peka n ak bru ntar 1...ak pnye la bngang ble dgr...ade ke ptot ak x ntar,of kos la ak da ntar sume peka...ak ni bkan jens x siap omwrk k!ee.....gram gle2,ni msty da ilang ni...huh!klu cg x jmpe jgak peka ak,almtnye ak kna wat blik r...mnci!mnci!mnci!ak ni dh r,s'org mnsie yg tlis lmbt gle...bleh dktkan ak ni 'metek' r...ak akn pstkan tlsn ak ni msty sme bsr n skata...rmi org ckp,tlsn ak ni mcm kmpter....tp,bkn utk dbnggakn...sbb,klu ak tlis mnde cket pn amek mse b'jam2...huhuu~

4.Td kt skul,mse ak n mkna bru blik dr tnds...kteorg t'srmpk ngan mama...mama gtaw yg papa juz kol n infrm yg nnek ak kt prak 2 tgh skit...sob3...arap2 nnek x mlrat r,tp da msuk hsptal...ak cdey ngat!so,esk ak,mama,papa n mkna akn blik prak...tatau bpe lme kteorg kt sne...arap2 ak stll bleh jmpe nnek...ak cyyyyyggggg nnek!!!nnek cpt smbuh ya!!!!!

huh!ni r srba sdkit yg mnybbkn k'ksutn pkran ak...n by d way,sume ni ikut time base taw...mknnye kjadian2 ni ikot urtan yg btol n sme ngan life ak...huhuu~hope dat sumenye akn jd baek blik n p'soaln ak t'jwb jgak in d tme being..

keMAh...

emmm...ari ni stat r bdak2 2 kmah 4 p'kmhn akhr taun skul ak...cdey woo ak x ley peg,sob3...menci!menci!haha...td kul 11 dyeorg da bley blik...tp ashrf ttap x blik n mnmni mkwenye yg x g camp 2,hahahaha...sgp 2 beb!ye r,3 ary x jmpe kn???mmg r..ptot,ptot,ptot...huh!ak pn borg sbnanye...nk lthkn tgn,fon tade...da kne kuarntn you!hahaha...bkn ak,tp fon ak...cian dye kn???cori taw,cyg...hehehe...skang ble jam struck 2 11 je,mama mle r mntk fon...meaning???da x ley msj or kol cpe2 pon from 11 till d next mOning!tp kn,bgos jgak...ak pon x kmplen sgt,cuz lg jmat kdit and bley ak rest mnda drpd mlyn org..kn?huhuu...mama alwys knows d besh 4 me!

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mse kul 10 lbey td,i mean pm...smpt agy ak g jnguk bdk2 kmah...thank God mse 2 dyeorg ngan rht b4 nyte advtre ke pe tah kul 12 td...besh wo!brak2...yg klakanye,kem kmnden a.k.a cg alias ksygn 2...de ke ptot dye pegy sluh mka ak ngn trchlght yg klu bling kt anjg pon mmpus 2...hahaha,dpn mka trus,klako2...sbnanye dye nk tnye ak msuk x kemh 2...tp smpt agy dye wat klako,kuang3...miz u lah cg!smpt agy brak2 ngan my st j team...nmpknye dyeorg x la gmar sgt ngan admnstrtion fom 6 pnye...ye la,dyeorg ni da mtg,yg kteorg ni stll bdk2...cr pmkrn msty r laen kn???huhuu~tp mmg ptot pn geng2 ak mrh...fom 6 ni xnk dnga ckp cg,wat 'kras' je ble cg suh alih kmah...2 r awok ak x puas aty,tp kdg2 dyeorg ni otey la jgak...evrythng haf 2 side rite??so,ak arap farah,alia,njwa,gha,robie n mira cn deal wif them la...k gurls???whateva it is,haf a grape camp!!!!

envy!!!!!!!haha...tAtA...

oOOoops,n nyte2!!

hmmm...

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meski sakit hati ini kau tinggalkan
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membuat keresahan

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jangan pernah kau coba untuk berubah
ku relakan yang indah dalam hatinya

tangGal 1 OgOs...

salam...
actually,skang ni kul 12 lbey.tp,bese r...ak mmg x tdo agy tme2 camni.huhuu~td ak n fmly g ec mall...igtkn nk jln2 cuci mte je,tp x jd deh...sumenye trjd apabila kami mnjdi rmbg mte dek kplbgaian kolksi bju kgmrn papa!kuang3...nk tau ape???hehehe...jnma ashworth lorh...bju papa byk agy plihn kt cni drpda kt kl...tp mmg kteorg nk g kl pn mnggu dpn...nk shopg bju rye!hahaha...td kan...ak brjye pjuk papa utk m'bli bju kaler pink,haha....ak tatau npe papa x nk pki bju kaler pink,sbb dye 2 dh la ptih...klu pki msty encem siot!hehe,msti laa...papa ak kn..kn?kn?tp yg plg pntg!ak ngan mkna pon dpt shre jgak...hehe,kesnye papa dpt adiah sbb bli byk bju n mlbhi hrga utk mlykkn dri mndpt adiah free...hahaha..wlupn free,cntk wo!bju 2 dpt due,so adil la kn?ak 1 n mkna 1...mle2 igtkn nk amek laen2 kale...ptih n grey...tp trnyta ptih lg cmel sich...so,due2 amek kaler ptih...hehehe...sbnanye,ak mmg ske g ec mall.tp yg ak x ske,tmpt 2 wat ak tringt kt c tyol yg pnah jd ksygn ak dlu...bnci r!ak bnci ble igtkn dye...x ske!x ske!x ske!ak nk dye jauh dr mnda ak yg dh tade tmpt utk dye ni...pliz...kuar dr fkrn ak!huh...ak dh cbe maafkn dye,tp ak x bleh r...aty ak yg skit ni spe nk tanggung???dye?jgn arap...ak???da x lrat rsnye...em.....bia la,jnji dye epy ngan idOp dye kn???2 yg plg pntg...ak pn x doakn yg bruk2 kt dye...juz hrap ak dpt lpekn dye spnuh aty ak...4 now,x lg kot...mgkn skit mse lg...orp?hehehe...tp ap yg pntg,ak da gntg gmba dye!wuhuu!hahaha...puas aty ak...bia la,dye x ksah pn...tp ak ni rse epy ngat...pdn mke dye!hehehe,tyol dserve dat...rite???huhuu~actually ak ngan mkna pn da bli ckit bju rye kteorg...tp bru 3,nk suh mama bli byk agy kt kl nnti...bia pokai!hehehe...yg plg ak ske,bju kaler ptih n ade gmba bntg...kiut sgt bju 2...n yg 2 mmg ak yg plih...1 agy kaler ijau...kiut jgak,tp ladylike cket!yg 2 mama plihkn...tp...x ksah la,cntk gOp...cyyyygggg mama!n cyyyygggg papa jgak!huhuu~pas blik dr ktn,trus g 2ayen...ltih beb!!!da la x mndi...hehehe,bkn saje...x smpt k!lgpOn 2syen bio...ak ni da rr x pndi mne bio...mid year ary 2 pn ak dpt 57 je...klu dpt 60 besh jgak kn?kn?kn?tp tape la...end year will be btter...at least,i hope so...huhuu~

love dis song!!!

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kau membuat ku tak karuan
kau membuat ku tak berdaya
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meruntuhkan kerasnya hatimu
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smbgGn...

salam...

smbgn pe???post yg smlm pnye???jgn arap...hahahaha..mlu ah ak,abis awok2 ak bce..x jd2!kuang3...yg sek2 2 pn...ade ke!

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life...khidupn ni byk mslh orp?wlupn kte cume bdk n still skul,tp prob nye ttap de wo...!lately,ak byk gle omwork...tp 2 bkn mslhnyee..d prblem is dat ak mls r kblkgn nie...x tau npe...ak lbey ske duk rlex...tgk tb x sgt,tdo pn x sgt...juz duk rlex,tmnung n lynn...n stu agy ak obses ngat siapkn rbik kiub 2...hahaha,bru skali siap wat mnde 2...n smlm de xam physic..ak x stdy pon,hahaha...tp kn...ak bntai je,x tau btol ke slh...hurmmm...ni mslh stady...

1 agy...mslh fon!haha...smlm kn...mama amek fon ak...dlm erti kte laen,kna rmps!!!otey..otey..ctenye cmni,mle2 ak ngah msj ngan kwn ak sorg ni...laki r,klu pmpuan x plop mama mrh kn?huhu...msj pnye msj smbil b'bring n b'slmut..tup,tup..ak t'tdo sich!kuang3...yg kwn ak ni,kol r...byk kli,tp ak x sdar sbb fon ak wat slent n x wat vbrate...pas2 ble ak bgn n tgk byk miskol...ak pon plik r...plik bkn sb pe,tp sbb.....i'll be rite back!!!

msG!

best msg of 2009
just read this and understand:

they love you but they are not your lover,
they care for you but they are not from your family,
they are ready to share your pain but they are not in your blood relation,
they are...

friends!

true friend scolds like a dad!
cares like a mom!
teases like a sister!
irritates like a brother!
and finally loves you more than a lover.

do you know the relations between your two eyes?
they blink together,
move together,
cry together,
see things together and
sleep together.
though they never see each other,
friendship should be just like that.
life is hell without friends.


i dedicated this to all of my closest and dearest friends:
alOng(mekna),najwa,nani,farah,ashkyla,mazrin,alia,aisyah,nad,caca,mira,robi,syazni,syikin,yani,fa,ashraf,ngek,susu,zamer,hilmi,ery,zyzol,fnaz,liza,njwa,gha dll...kte 1 geng yg gle rmi!tp ttap clOse n ak cyang korg cume...kpd yg x trsbut 2...cori k!tp korg ttap dlm aty ak...huhuu~

waSSup!

asSalamuALaikUm...

ary nie brthdy si 'aF'.epY brthdY awk!!!td da bg presnT.hehehe...nk bleh ke bg,ssah beb...paH cEroh!haha...otey lah...daa,mls plOp nk update...mmmuah.....

thE gIft

Hey it’s your birthday

The time has come

It’s an important moment

Coming from the Bay
I got you a gift

You can’t figure it out

Please do me a favor

And work my midnight shift
You only have to work till 2

My uniform color is blue

Someone will make a surprise visit

And you’ll never know who

Life iS a giFt

Life is an opportunity, …. benefit from it.

Life is beauty, …. admire it.

Life is bliss, …. taste it.

Life is a dream, …. realize it.

Life is a challenge, …. meet it.

Life is a duty, …. complete it.

Life is a game, …. play it.

Life is a promise, …. fulfill it

Life is sorrow, …. overcome it.

Life is a song, …. sing it.

Life is a struggle, …. accept it.

Life is a tragedy…. confront it.

Life is an adventure, …. dare it.

Life is luck, …. make it.

Life is too precious, …. do not destroy it.

Life is life, …. fight for it.
by Mother Theresa

friEd-dAy...

wassup?watsdown???hahaha...ary ni cuti ary mnggu,so nothg much goin on la...tp td de 2syen bio deh.dpt gk gain knwledge cket,besh2...ak tatau npe ble ngan kwn2 msti ak x leh diam.ade je nk dkelkrkn...haha,is dat a word???dun care lah...ak da try byk kali utk juz diam,x ckp n dgr org laen ckp but ak juz x bley klu x ckp.haha...msti nk ckp n glak.it's me!ske ngat laughin!n tlking!tp kn...nsib baek gk sore ak x kuat...bese je,kdg2 slow gk.hehe...prasn la plOp!otey laa...out!mmmuah...

thiRSt-day!hehe...

Salam...huhuu~actually,ak x r thirst sgt tp haus la jgak.ak pose deh ary nie...n png kpale.td amek exm 4 kuiz kmia kbgsaan,ssah..gle pnye ssah wei!lbey kurg 60 prcnt ak bantai je.pkir pn x gne sbb ak mmg tatau.soaln fom 5 pye..plus ak lupe bwk klkltor...lg r mmngkn.then..mama g krsus ari ni smpi ahad.gonna miz u soo much ma!buyak pn da stat ngmuk cuz mama tade.ssah btol nk pjuk adeq ak sorg 2.hehehe...hmework!byk...haha,nme pn pljr kn.so,kna tlan je r wlupn bg2 byk mnysakkan mnda n ktak fkrnku yg b'claru.wakakaka...nway,dis is buyak...tata,c(:

piCs...hehe

wlaupOn x prfect,tp besh r...kngn yg x bIsa dlpekn.huhuu~

guD luCk!!!

ola!hehe...pnatnyee.....td kt skul kteorg wat kaen rntg 4 bdak pmr,spm n stpm.taun lpas pOn mke ni gak yg wat.haha,besh siOt...dis year is btter than last year sich.sooo sweet....cntik ngat klas kteorg wat!2 all d hrdworkers....ashraf,fa,su feng,YIA,na n all....ur d bez!!!!!tp...ltih gk r wat bnda 2.tgn yg mnhn lntai 2 yg ltih.so,gud luck kpd sume yg akn amek exm taOn ni,k!kpd adek2ku fom 3 2...hOpe sume dpt strght a's...lap u all,(^_^)

1st tIme

Salam..haha,first tme ak...actually,ak sje je wat..4 now,tade keje agy n klu ade pun x byk.pape pn.......welcOme amalia!!!!or mekya!!!or yia!!!hehe...hmmm,my life 2day...nothg much juz ngantOk cket lam klas cuz ari ni angin kuat n ak fastin sich...da la ari ni prctse lompat kijang!haha...a.k.a deer jump!kuang3...btol ke x ak pn tatau...no matter what it was,it's super fun...hehe...sbb ngan kgkwn.idOp ak epy,sbgian bsar cuz ak ade kgkwn yg bgi2 mmhmi,sportg n klako!ooooOps...lupe!2moro's kuz's brthdy...so,hepy brthdy mamat!ko ske ngat pgl ak mnah ea...huh!ak pgl ko mamat...hahaha